Messy Life Crazy Chronicles

 over the mess others that bring to me. I want a drama free life and all that in tells. I can't fix others, and I now see this. I can only handle just myself. I see that and I accept my part of drama in my life. I have been hurt, and I have hurt others too. The difference in my mind is I say I'm sorry and try to make things better.  

 Well, so much has happened in my life, and I can't wait to tell you about it. I am getting ready to start a new career and my family and I are stable. God has been keeping us and providing all our needs. God is truly amazing. I can testify that just because one door has closed doesn't mean it's a bad thing. That God has something else instore for me. In trusting God completely, I have developed a deeper more meaningful relationship with God. By trusting and depending on God to make away. It has shown me that if all I have is God then I already have all I need.  On a sad note, Aciepoop my beloved service dog passed away. He was the most loving and loyal dog I have ever had. He will be greatly missed and forever loved. I only wish He got to see our new place and run around in the yard. By losing him it has opened a door to a new career for me. That I am hopeful and excited about.  This new year has opened so many doors and blessings for me and my family. We are growing by ...

 I want to encourage   and uplift the sad, lonely, depressed. The person who feels forgotten and left out. With this new outlook on life and within myself. I hope to inspire someone to keep going and to seek the Lord. To find freedom and healing that He alone can give.  For way too long I have allowed others to dictate who and how my life should be lived. Worried about what others thought and were saying about me. Only to realized that the ones judging me were controlling me keeping me from living and being myself. Did I want to give those negative gossipers that kind of power in my life?  After doing months of self-reflection and prayers I have decided to disconnect from people like that completely. The negative people who have nothing going for themselves that they are worried about others and the choices they make. So, I forgive and release every one of them. I am going to be worried about what's going on with me and mines.  At the end of my life, I surely wo...