Honestly

 over the mess others that bring to me. I want a drama free life and all that in tells. I can't fix others, and I now see this. I can only handle just myself. I see that and I accept my part of drama in my life. I have been hurt, and I have hurt others too. The difference in my mind is I say I'm sorry and try to make things better.  

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