What is a name?

 We are all given a name at birth by our parents or a loved one. It's something we carry around with us all

 our lives that identify us. It's on our birth certificate, social security cards, school records, medical

 records and driver license. But it's much more than that it's how we know people are talking to us. We feel

 connected to our names and are proud of our names. Well, I have never liked my given name never

 thought it fit me at all. After 2021 and what happened to me, I felt disconnected to my name like someone

 was slapping me in my face every time someone would say it. I would physically cringe at the sound of

 my name. So, I been looking for a new name to call myself and later legally change it to. I had thought

I found one but no didn't stick but I kept feeling really disconnected to my name. Then I thought maybe 

I should ask God to give me a new name. I prayed and asked him to give me a new name and forgot I had asked him two years ago. SO, recently me and my best friend was talking about my name and she's giving me ideas and God reminds me he had given me a name. He put it on my heart in 2022 and it's

 something I love. I looked up that name and it meaning and sure enough it fits me.  It's not time to

 release my new name yet and I might never do anything with my name publicly. But it is all mine and

 picked by God for me. Because God cares about me and what matters to me matters to him. 

   


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